Crush on J

I have this secret crush.. A ridiculous secret crush. There’s a part of me that wants something to happen and another that’s quite the opposite. Or perhaps, its not even a crush anymore. Simply, i can’t stop thinking about J.

I don’t know, i guess it’s still better just to leave it as a secret. I’ll be gone soon from where J is working. We have different paths to tackle ahead. Different line of careers. But i do hope one day, if faith would have it.. We’ll see each other again.

Crap, i think im infatuated with J. I wanna get over this ridiculous crush.